Leave the Hardest for Last

If all goes as planned, this upcoming quarter will be my last at UCD. It will be my toughest. Not only because I'm taking all upper div. science courses (one of which is crazy chicken lab), but also because I have to prepare for the TEAs and GREs. I'm horrible at standardized tests; I haven't taken a math class since freshman year and no matter how much I study, my vocab doesn't improve. Not to mention, I'll have to start on apps, rallying up letters of rec, and preparing for my medical mission to South America after graduation.
Graduation....hMM...maybe I'll blog about my thoughts about this later.
Academics isn't the only thing on my mind. It's concerning a certain relationship. I'm disturbed by feeling ackward around this person and I just want a clear make or break. I know that she won't make the move. I've always been the one to give her the chance. I'm not saying that she's always the one to screw it up, but I admit that I act immature at times. I think I have a right to be frustrated at her closed mindedness though. All I want is respect. I can overlook what has happened in the past. I think I've learned that holding grudges gets you nowhere. I just don't know how to bring up this conversation though. If they're like all the others I've had with her, it'll just end up with her making up excuses, me forgiving her, and later reverting back to this odd relationship that we have now. Am I wrong to say that I'm the more mature one initiating this ever time? Or am I just stubborn and still a blind "teenager" that can't see past the greater picture? I don't think I'm making much sense anymore. Anyways, I'm debating whether I should email or talk to her in person. One thing for sure is that I want to confront her before the weekend ends.

When interviewing a patient always remember to ask....

Allergies
Medications

Surgies
History
Immunizations
Travel

If you forget any of these, you are shit to your preceptor.

I love clinic :)