Decremental

I think studying almost everyday last week is deteriorating my scores. I'm no where near where I want to be though.

Choice

As an adult, I have the power to choose how I live my life. Despite the influence others have on me, who I am, who I want to be and what I am doing right now is ultimately my choice. Growing up, I lived mostly as a hermit; I stayed in the comfort and boredom of my own home. I daydream, rather then do. I think, rather than pursue. Habits are hard to break. I'm breaking them slowly.

Two steps forward, one step back. I'm going to try to take only half a step back next time.

Where the Smart People At?

lol

Tick tick tick

"Attentive to detail" is listed as a skill on my resume. I'm meticulous over activities I care about, whether it's schoolwork, cleaning or art. It's a strenght and a weakness. It's currently growing to the point where I'm getting sick of my own mind. I overanalyze more than I need to and the mind-aching process fogs my thinking. I know I have the potential of enjoying my life more if I don't stress over so many things. How do I downregulate this personality trait though? Thinking how to stop thinking is still overthinking.

I dislike my attitude. I need to stop portraying the pitiful, pathetic demeanour. I'm in battle with my stress. Why haven't I learned to calm down and refine my overanalytical perspective yet? it's time for a change...

"Accept the things I cannot change, have the courage to change the things I can, and have the wisdom to know the difference."