Paronoid

I don't know! I don't know! I didn't do anything, but it might of seemed like I did do something..which might screw me over. I feel screwed! but how can I be when I didn't do anything! She always finds a way though.....

[If I remember, I'll explain later. Right now, I just feel paranoid]

Damn it! I was suppose to study after I got back from Sac today, but I went out to eat with my parents instead. Then, I came back and moved around funiture for no reason. Now, the room feels weird and I'm tired. Second round of midterms are coming up. This week is going to suck. On the plus side, Tuesday is a holiday.

Ughhh...why am I still sick?!!!!!!!

major procrastination

...to me! Procrastination in my terms! Some of you might be saying "Impossible! Kim does not procrastinate!" But not writing a paper in a week in advance is procrastination to me! Writing this blog is procrastination! Anyways, I woke up at 2:30 today to write a synthesis draft which is due on Tuesday. After wasting 4 hours of typing the whole thing, I realized that I wasn't synthesising but instead writing a research paper (which is the next assignment). So, tonight or tomorrow morning (depending how late I get back or how tired I am today) I need to rewrite my 1200 word essay. Gahhhhrrr, I want this cough to go away but that doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon considering that I'm going to be sleeping less than 5 hours a night for 3 days in a row. Lack of sleep isn't helping me academically either, as you can see, but how else am I going to get all this hw done?!

please, no.

My limbs have been feeling weak and heavy on and off for the past week or so. I know limb weakness is a symptom for MG, which scares me. I also noticed that my difficulty breathing has started up again. It's really subtle though, so I don't know if it's my MG acting up again. It can be anything. I mean, I haven't been sleeping that well, it's that part of the month, and I have a cold. I also notice that I have an awful migraine and small fever everytime my limbs get weighted. It's been six months since my Ritumab treatment, so maybe the medication is wearing off. Of course I don't want this to be my MG. *sigh* Life has been going so great. Please, don't be the MG.

If this continues through after my second round of midterms, I'll email my neurologist.