I been thinking a lot lately. I think...I've been lying to myself for the past 3 years. I think....I'm not prepharmacy anymore. Wait! I take that back! I don't know yet! Gah, I'm trying to clear up if I'm just holding on because I've been trying to dedicate myself to this career path for so long, or if I really can't let go because I want to be a pharmacist. Pharmacist. pharmacyyy...the word, the title...the occupation never really excited me. maybe fake excitement. Argh..I don't have time to think. I need to sleep and wake up early to write my cover letter.